Dr Heckyl Mr Hyde and elvish eared demon… idk what it was, but after my first real meditation for the Silva method.. just after we were to come out of it.. I still had my eyes closed and this… idk creature, but not a monster.. like a fictional character on Once Upon A Time – esque. mean, mad, but jokery and pointed ears… and he was mad, yes, but also like frustrated mad and mouthing at me with steady eye contact, but I didn’t hear the words… but he was definitely mouthing AT me… kind of like how an angry (alpha) person who has been caught and heading to punishment would be mouthing to the one responsible for their delima would smart off…… all that while he was “exiting” (but towards the left… facing towards the left) (also towards the south-ish based on the direction I was laying) and it was disturbing… how fast and clear he popped up.. andctge snarl on his face.. and the look of jokery evil on his face… wrinkled, but not like grannymom’s (or mine).. long verticle lines.. deep like old bad-skin (acne) maybe.
then the was the face of another man… shadowwy… charcoal drawn-ish… NOT friendly.. and he popped in for a moment (like I am used to the coming in during an awake dream)
I hope it was my inner joker, crazy talking to me, guy leaving… that last demon stuck in me.. being evicted… *sigh* we will see
Him: only time will tell (and immediate unease, because that’s what my mom always said … when she knew things were going to go wrong) I wish I had the eye roll emoji right now!
4:43pm update
While I was in the shower, I realized that it was Freddy Kruger’s face! The deep lines of Freddy Kruger, but the eyes, etc and smirk of the joker… thin faced….. and he was disgusted with the situation because he was leaving and it was my “fault” because I WON!!!! I WON… at last.
and this, smooth and in charcoal shading drawn… is the second face!